Spring weather in the Midwest can sometimes be felt in late
February, starting with days of sunshine spilling out; warming everything with the
touch of bright rays. Tempestuous weather begins in this season; snow may be
flying tomorrow, tornadoes or rain can come, and between are the sweetest of
early spring days. As the ground starts to thaw, I can smell the warming moist
earth. Greens show themselves in subtle shading of rose canes and early
tree buds swelling with new life. The sun is coming earlier and leaving later
in the day; delighting me to find the darkest days of winter behind.
Yesterday was one of those sun-warmed days. The back of my
house is sun-facing for the majority of the day so I was able to throw up open
the windows to let in fresh air. After a long shuttered winter, there is
something invigorating and fresh about opening a house to days feeling of spring.
I could hear neighbors out visiting, smell grills behind fired up, and enjoyed
the giggles and squeals of children playing in their yards – set free to
stretch after their winter confinement. The smell of closed-up house leaves and
fresh air enters with the breeze, sweetening each room.
“This is the message which we have heard from Him and
declare to you, that God is light and in Him is no darkness at all. If we say that we have fellowship with Him,
and walk in darkness, we lie and do not practice the truth. But if we walk in the light as He is in the
light, we have fellowship with one another, and the blood of Jesus Christ His
Son cleanses us from all sin. If we say that we have no
sin, we deceive ourselves, and the truth is not in us. If we confess our sins, He is faithful and
just to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.”
1 John 1:5-9
Sitting at the
table, doing a little research, I could feel the breeze touching my face. As I
appreciated the feel of the fresh air and its cleaning touch, I thought about
how the cleansing of grace offers me the same refreshing. It blows away the
old, stale and stagnant air to replace it with what is pure and clean. The
words in 1 John struck me newly as I opened the windows at home. I choose to
open the windows, but I cannot force the fresh air to enter. It enters as a
gift, a movement of wind which I have no power to control.
In the same way,
I choose to open the windows of my heart in confession to be instructed by God.
I cannot choose to make mercy or grace enter my heart. It is God’s gift that
they come and cleanse and freshen with their presence. “He is faithful and just
to forgive us our sins and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.” What an
incredible gift, a taste of which arrives in early spring days.