Autumn in the Midwest brings cooler temperatures, lovely
displays of fall colors and mornings with thick blankets of misty fog. These
are the misty fogs that can be watched rolling in and slowly envelop the still heavy
eyed and sleepy morning risers, such as me, in a cloud. Fog or no, the first thing
in the morning is to let the dogs out. Spotlights are turned on and I can
actually see thousands, hundreds of thousands of tiny water droplets moving on
air currents. Positioning myself just right in the lights, I can now see
how my movements are changing the patterns of the air. I can’t resist moving my
arms and legs, slowly raising my arms over my head, then balancing on one leg.
The water droplets twist as they are caught in small airborne whirlpools; the currents are
changed by my movements. Most of the time, we can’t see how everyday movements impact the
currents of air that swirl around. It is the occasional fog or smoke that makes
these things visible to the naked eye. Subtle things, those currents, like influences
of people in my life. An eighth grade math teacher of mine passed away yesterday.
He made a subject that has always been a challenge for me into something
intelligible. I remember being able to do math and I remember his kindness.
There have been many that have made wonderful influences in my life as well,
sweet currents that have surrounded me and others. Teachers who have grown, mentors who have
guided, friends of celebration and solace, pastors to shepherd, family to love,
and many kind strangers who have been eddies.
We often do not see the true twirl and whirl of our
influence, the changes our movements make in the currents. The unlooked for encouragement that may
change a life, the writing that enables the courage of good men, and songs that
let us share our most gentle loves; churn words, spin and twirl in the fog –
create beautiful currents around me and the people around me. I may not be able to see them, but I can
choose how to shape them. I want them to be beautiful.